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13 February 2013 @ 08:13 pm

“We’re not broken, just bent and we can learn to love again.”

When his limbs were all tangled with Blaine’s as their bodies moved together for the first time in months it was easy to forget why they had broken up in the first place. It was easy to forget the way he had been hurt by Blaine when the other boy’s hands and mouth were exploring his body almost frantically as they tried to get reacquainted with each other. Falling asleep was easy when he had Blaine’s warm body on top of his, both of them feeling completely boneless and content after their orgasms.

Things were different in the morning though; it was much harder to forget the past and to live in the moment in the harsh light of day, no matter how sweet and blissful that moment may have been. Kurt couldn’t escape the memory of how Blaine’s admission to cheating on him had felt like a sharp blow to the chest. He couldn’t forget how for a month straight he had felt achy and chilled right down to his bones even though he had spent most of the time wrapped up tightly in his duvet, staring listlessly at movies playing on his laptop screen. Not even looking at Blaine’s peaceful, sleeping form was enough to shake the memory of locking himself in a bathroom stall at Vogue and crying so hard that he puked after receiving one of Blaine’s many apology gifts.

The night before had been beautiful and sweet and Kurt wanted more than anything to just consider himself and Blaine back together, wrap his arms around him and go back to sleep but how could he when he was unable to forget?

Trying not to wake Blaine, Kurt slowly pulled his arm out from where it was pinned under the dark haired boy’s torso and slid out of bed and moved to pull out clothes from his overnight bag.

He stiffened and his eyes closed briefly when he heard Blaine murmer, “G’morning.”

He turned around to face the bed, a pair of jeans clutched in his hand and he could see the moment that Blaine realised what he was doing.

“Were you-Kurt, were you trying to sneak out?” he asked, his eyes searching Kurt’s face a little frantically and Kurt suddenly felt ill.

“No, of cour-,” he began to lie before telling himself that ‘this is Blaine, you never lie to Blaine.’ “Yeah, I was actually.”

As Kurt pulled on his jeans Blaine scrambled out of bed, pulled on his underwear and moved quickly over to where Kurt was standing.

“Kurt, why? You can’t tell me now that we’re not back together.”

Kurt felt flustered and oh so torn between wanting to give into Blaine and telling him that they are back together and opening himself back up to the kind of love and joy that only comes with being with Blaine and wanting to shut down to save himself from getting hurt again.

“I mean, last night was fun,” he stammers. “But it doesn’t mean that we’re just going to jump back into a relationship again.”

“Don’t- I am not going to let you minimise this, Kurt!” Blaine tells him, his voice steady and a little bit louder than it was before. “It’s no accident that we were together on Christmas and again on Valentine’s Day! We are in love, Kurt. After everything you still love me and I’m not going to let you run away from that fact.”

Anger washed over Kurt and before he could stop himself he was shouting at Blaine, “I am not running away from the fact that I love you! I’m running away because I love you so much that I think I’ll die if you hurt me again!”

“I would never-“ Blaine tried to explain but Kurt continued to speak over him.

“You don’t think I want to just forget everything that’s gone on and run back to you? Do you know that after we broke up I wanted to call you every day and had to stop myself every single time? I want to be with you again so badly that I can hardly think straight but even after last night, which was the most perfect night, I couldn’t stop remembering how bad it felt to lose you.”

Blaine’s stared at him, his eyes shocked and wet as he listened to Kurt.

“I want us to get back together but I’m scared that we’re ruined, that we’re broken,” he told Blaine quietly.

And then Blaine was reaching for him and grasping his forearms and Kurt had never seen Blaine look so intense before.

His eyes were positively blazing as he told Kurt, “We are going to be together for many, many more Christmas’s and Valentine’s Days and with each passing one that fear you have will fade until there’s no trace of it left.”

Kurt’s mouth was dry as he listened to Blaine while trying to swallow down the thick lump in his throat.

“You and I aren’t broken, Kurt,” Blaine continued. “We’re just a little bent right now but I promise you that I’m going to fix the damage that I’ve caused.”

Kurt wasn’t sure what to say to Blaine. He didn’t trust himself to comment on anything that Blaine had said so instead he just moved out of Blaine’s grip and whispered, “I’ll see you downstairs.”

As he walked down the hotel corridor he heard Blaine call after him, “We’re getting back together and we’re gonna get married and it’s going to be the happiest marriage any two people have ever had!”

And Kurt couldn’t stop the grin that slowly spread across his face because he believed every word that Blaine had said and he didn’t feel so frightened anymore.

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tangledsenses
02 February 2013 @ 01:58 am
Title Twist of Fate
Rating Eventual NC-17
Pairing Kurtbastian
Summary It's the summer before he moves to New York and Kurt is facing multiple upheavals in his life. You would think spending the entire summer at a luxury resort in the Maldives would allow him to get away from all that, right? Think again, fate still has much more in store for him.
Author's notes We get to meet Sebastian's family in this chapter! I edited this chapter myself so if anyone spots any errors that I've missed just let me know and I'll sort it. I hope you all enjoy this chapter


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tangledsenses
18 December 2012 @ 04:13 pm
Title: ​​Hogmanay 
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Rating: G
Word Count: 1,348
Summary: Written as part of the 100 Drabbles Challenge. Kurt proposes to Blaine on New Year's Eve.

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Current Music: So Nice So Smart - Kimya Dawson
 
 
tangledsenses
12 December 2012 @ 02:26 am

Title: Perfect
Rating: G
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Word count: 748
Summary: Written as part of the 100 Drabbles Challenge. Kurt and Blaine meet their first born child.

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Current Music: Rootless - Marina & The Diamonds
 
 
tangledsenses
13 September 2012 @ 03:21 pm

Title: Twist of Fate
Rating: Eventual NC-17
Pairing: Kurtbastian
Summary: It's the summer before he moves to New York and Kurt is facing multiple upheavals in his life. You would think spending the entire summer at a luxury resort in the Maldives would allow him to get away from all that, right? Think again, fate still has much more in store for him.
Author's notes: Sebastian makes his grand entrance in this chapter! Thank you to comein2myparlor for beta-ing this chapter for me. I hope you all enjoy this part! :) 

Read the prologue here!

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tangledsenses
23 August 2012 @ 10:35 pm

Title: Twist of Fate
Rating: Eventual NC-17
Pairing: Kurtbastian
Summary: It's the summer before he moves to New York and Kurt is facing multiple upheavals in his life. You would think spending the entire summer at a luxury resort in the Maldives would allow him to get away from all that, right? Think again, fate still has much more in store for him.
Author's notes: This is a multi chaptered fic and as of right now I have no idea how long it will be. This part has no Kurtbastian and just deals with Kurt and Blaine's relationship but never fear, Sebastian will be in the story from the next chapter and onwards! :) I also have to say a massive thank you to my beta's, my baby Allie <3 and Katt!


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tangledsenses
02 August 2012 @ 02:31 am

Title: Never Leave
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Albus Severus/Scorpius
Summary: Friendship is difficult and romance is worse. Only the strongest of relationships can withstand the obstacles that both bring.
Author's notes: This is the final part of this fic, guys. I hope you enjoyed it! The lyrics at the beginning are from 'You're All I Have' by Snow Patrol.
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tangledsenses
09 July 2012 @ 04:12 am

TitleNever Leave
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 2,726
Pairing: Albus Severus/Scorpius
Summary: Friendship is difficult and romance is worse. Only the strongest of relationships can withstand the obstacles that both bring
Author's notes: This is a three part fic. I'll be posting the last section this week. The lyrics at the top are from From This Moment by Shania Twain. Enjoy!

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tangledsenses
05 July 2012 @ 05:39 am

Title: Never Leave
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1,542
Pairing: Albus Severus/Scorpius
Summary: Friendship is difficult and romance is worse. Only the strongest of relationships can withstand the obstacles that both bring
Author's notes: This is a three part fic. I'll be posting the other two sections during the week. The lyrics at the top are from Brand New Friend by Lloyd Cole. Enjoy!


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tangledsenses
01 July 2012 @ 05:27 am

Title: What's Done Is Done 
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 708
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Draco/Harry
Summary: When Harry and Draco get together, Ron and Harry's friendship is destroyed beyond repair. Ron's POV.


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